wanna see you happy!!!

Cant think of your eye wet in tear

Nor your voice of cry, can I hear

I get greatly moved and unripe

How badly i wish to be there to wipe

I can't comfort you as i am far,

Can't hold your hand either,damn this bar

Wish there happens a miracle to be beside you

Can run on knees just praying for peace i knew

I can't hold myself back hearing you cry

What can i do i am so helpless and shy

Feeling my legs broken while being good

Trauma of being dead while i am on bed

have been through the same

losing everything including fame

hold regrets zilch for things done

at times feel like killing self with a gun

Hope this pain in you end's soon.

Hope to see u in smile latest by moon

which Looks good on you as i see

to smile it doesn't cost you any fee

Smile, that's really when i will feel happy

I know I've been so damn sappy

Till you smile, don't mind to be on my knees

and raising my prayer for you; no tease

you have become more than just friends

I just wish we both sail with no ends

who better understand the synonymy life

if not you who else can be my better wife!

ME FOR MYSELF

ME FOR MYSELF:

M sorry to have you ignored
you laid awake as i snored
you have been longing for this soul
love my good & bad on the whole
just desired to spend time with me
bought me a gift or two as i see
wanted me to keep not just in mind
treat you fair and nice as time unwind
making you feel damn so good
spare some time to you,I should
all the unconditional love that you gave
right from ages before i started to shave
been walking all along being a shadow
Ignored conspicuous present desperado
me; with time and tide that held
should join hands and be weld
all I could just say on this eve of Valentine
with tumultuous joy of finding one,mine

I love you Vijay Santhosh Sirigiri

P.S: Love oneself; If you can't, you can't anybody else too

Poem written by me for myself as a gift on this Valentine's Day

Vijay Santhosh Sirigiri © 13, Feb 2012; 23.20 IST

Reminiscence-Lucky to be a Bhavanite

The Every ones Death!

Dedicated in loving memory of MIKLOS FEHER: May his soul RIP :'(

No One Knows when Death Comes

and no one want it to come as well

Even someone who wants to go to heaven

Does not really want to die to go there

But death is inevitable in everybody's life

When it comes, comes the stooper of death

you were trying to flee but in just vain

the trumpet shall be blown you will be flown,

A day which is appointed for you to be departed

will come every soul to kiss your soul good bye

with it will be four to drive forward

and many more to bear witness...

indeed before you were heedless of this soul.

but now we have removed your veil...

so sharp is you sight this day'..!

non is wise enough to prepare for what is coming next

DEATH WILL COME UPON US ALL, AND WHEN IT COME ONE SHALL DIE!!

Broken Heart

there may be too many things between
making us not see each other as seen
Or listen to each other as often as we could
you fill my heart and so do your thoughts would
fond memories of the times so insane
lame fights without a sheer cry and pain
little things we shared and times we spent
my heart dont miss thinking so bent
Through the years, off the days so shine
all with you i paired so much so mere fine
its been not so easy and so wasn't it tough
you have been very solace at time's so rough
and so i tried to be at times, mere able
you helped me in a way; every possible
we’ve had the worst fights, so jinx
we always know how to fix things
And all I wanna say today on the dart
I treasured you very close to my heart
will you be able to find the smile you had
can you have someone to love, so mad
this heart this soul and life you theft
grace these pearls of the tears, i left
will never ever love you the way i did
that never ending pain,I am glad i am rid
of something; everything that you were
has been nothing to me now, i damn care
if times ever swings back by, god forbid
I shall do the same you did and be lurid
for you then; would understand the pain I felt
ache of the burning wick and the wax that melt

Together this morning!

They may be too many things between
making us not see each other as seen
Or listen to each other as often as we could
you fill my heart and so do your thoughts would
fond memories of the times so insane
lame fights without a sheer cry and pain
little things we shared and times we spent
my heart dont miss thinking so bent
Through the years off the days so shine
all with you i paired so much so mere fine
its been not so easy and so wasnt it tough
you have been very solace at time's so rough
and so i tried to be at times, mere able
you helped me in a way; every possible
we’ve had the worst fights, so jinx
we always know how to fix things
And all I wanna say today on the dart
I treasure you very close to my heart
I love you forever; perhaps thats why
even after loosing everything i dont shy
as we are together some fine morning
and our relationship shall not die

An ode to silent love

Haven’t heard you speak much
Don’t know if you are a freak as such

Silently you walk,
Knowing not that I stalk

What you bore
I don’t know
But makes me soar!

Are you the treasure of my earth?
Of the pleasure that dearth!

Neither you are the member of the ramping world
Nor a belle with enough bold

Yet you made it to me
Wondering what! I always see