wanna see you happy!!!

Cant think of your eye wet in tear

Nor your voice of cry, can I hear

I get greatly moved and unripe

How badly i wish to be there to wipe

I can't comfort you as i am far,

Can't hold your hand either,damn this bar

Wish there happens a miracle to be beside you

Can run on knees just praying for peace i knew

I can't hold myself back hearing you cry

What can i do i am so helpless and shy

Feeling my legs broken while being good

Trauma of being dead while i am on bed

have been through the same

losing everything including fame

hold regrets zilch for things done

at times feel like killing self with a gun

Hope this pain in you end's soon.

Hope to see u in smile latest by moon

which Looks good on you as i see

to smile it doesn't cost you any fee

Smile, that's really when i will feel happy

I know I've been so damn sappy

Till you smile, don't mind to be on my knees

and raising my prayer for you; no tease

you have become more than just friends

I just wish we both sail with no ends

who better understand the synonymy life

if not you who else can be my better wife!

ME FOR MYSELF

ME FOR MYSELF:

M sorry to have you ignored
you laid awake as i snored
you have been longing for this soul
love my good & bad on the whole
just desired to spend time with me
bought me a gift or two as i see
wanted me to keep not just in mind
treat you fair and nice as time unwind
making you feel damn so good
spare some time to you,I should
all the unconditional love that you gave
right from ages before i started to shave
been walking all along being a shadow
Ignored conspicuous present desperado
me; with time and tide that held
should join hands and be weld
all I could just say on this eve of Valentine
with tumultuous joy of finding one,mine

I love you Vijay Santhosh Sirigiri

P.S: Love oneself; If you can't, you can't anybody else too

Poem written by me for myself as a gift on this Valentine's Day

Vijay Santhosh Sirigiri © 13, Feb 2012; 23.20 IST

Reminiscence-Lucky to be a Bhavanite